The Truth...nthing but the Truth

Its been a long time since anything actually gets updated here...


juz my 5cents worth of my feelings on things..


You said u do nt feel secure...that my life is still long ahead of me...tt i may get to study, meet new ppl...tt u shldnt be unfair to me n to u.....but isnt love selfish??

You're afraid that if we are tgt, in future, i may leave u for a younger gal....a valid concern..however, i noe myself...i'll nv do such a thing to the person i love and care about..
I have a flaw....I dunno wad n how to put my feelings into words...if u can feel hw my actions are towards u, those are my feelings.....theres nthing words can describe on hw i feel towards u....

wad cld i do to make u have a ease of mind that no such thing wld happen...i'm nt in the mood of playing in a r/s.....it makes both parties sad..so when i say i do wan to try it out..i meant it..
i'm juz afraid to tell u these..for i do nt noe hw was ur feelings towards me and did nt believe in myself that i cld be so lucky tt such a nice gal actually likes me at all...

Age is a factor, yes..but it is just a number...i view u as a gal tt i like (n starting to love) v much and has the urge to hide u under my cover...someone whom i wish to spend the rest of my life with....with tt, nthing else actually matters...everybody ages.....

Would u regret on things u did or things u nv get to do??

i'm a coward..if u had nt open up last nite, i wld nv have told u anything...


selfishly saying, it feels gd to have and to noe that someone back home is waiting for u while you're away, it gives motivation and keeps my discipline in check...

When u were toking to other guys, i suddenly felt a pinch of pain on the left of my chest...
i was also greatly disappointed when we din get any chance to eat tgt on one of the meals (in kota tinggi)
in the day, i'm always checking my phone for ur msg...when there is a msg, i brought a certain of hope to open the msg...n get v disappointed when its nt from u...
wad sort of feeling do u call tis??
i dun think when u only like someone, u get tis kind of feeling......


for the whole morning on the 7th april, was thinking of u...on the ops table, heard my phone rings...tot it was ur reply...when i found out aft the ops tt it was my colly, my heart practicaly sank......

all these stuff...i've got nowhere to unload...dun wish to force u into things u dun wan..thus my silence.........

u say i wld change aft my USA trip....
Remember our wager?? are u willing to bet on it??

i'll wait...i'll wait 2 yrs if tts wad it takes...

Refound feelings

Something i pull out from my old old post....


Nobody is perfect until you fall in love with them.

If love isn't a game, why are there so many players?

Good friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget.

The hardest thing to do is watch the one you love, love somebody else.

Don't let the past hold you back, you're missing the good stuff.

Life's short. If you don't look around once in a while you might miss it.

Some people make the world special by just being in it.

Don't frown, you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

Everything is okay in the end. If it's not okay, then it's not the end.


A kiss is just a kiss until u find the one you love.
A hug is just a hug until its from the one ur thinking of.
A dream is just a dream until u make it come true.


To realize The value of one year: Ask a student who Has failed a final exam.
To realize The value of nine months: Ask a mother who gave birth to a still born.
To realize The value of one month: Ask a mother who has given birth to A premature baby.
To realize The value of one week: Ask an editor of a weekly newspaper.
To realize The value of one hour: Ask the lovers who are waiting to Meet.
To realize The value of one minute: Ask a person Who has missed the train, bus or plane.
To realize The value of one-second: Ask a person Who has survived an accident...
To realize The value of one millisecond: Ask the person who has won a silver medal in the Olympics

Time waits for no one.
Treasure every moment you have. You will treasure it even more when you can share it with someone special.

Wads left?

WHEN I SAW YOU...
I WAS AFRAID TO TALK TO YOU...
WHEN I TALKED TO YOU...
I WAS AFRAID TO HOLD YOU...
WHEN I HOLD YOU...
I WAS AFRAID TO LOVE YOU...
NOW THAT I LOVE YOU ...
I'M AFRAID TO LOSE YOU...
YESTERDAY IS HISTORY...
TOMORROW IS A MYSTERY...
AND TODAY IS A GIFT...
THAT'S WHY IT'S CALLED A PRESENT...

SOMETIMES LOVE HURTS...
BUT IF IT DOESN'T HURT...
THEN IT ISN'T LOVE...
HOLD ON TO THE PERSON U LOVE...
BEFORE THEY SLIP AWAY...
OR ELSE U CAN NEVER GET THEM BACK...

Target..goals

My promise in a r/s: So long as you are true to me, i'll be true to u and stand by ur side...

as simple as that

是福不是祸，是祸躲不过

haiz..bad things always come in pairs..

recently tt stupid stock market..damn diff to play..when i bought in..tt stupid greece come up with depts tt they cannot clear..stock markets crash..nw all my on hand are lousing stocks..though paper loss..however..its still money..

as if losing money is not enuff..recently there is an audit..i missed out smth..took it out and archive it away..however, tt thing is still valid..auditor found out.. gg to give me a Major NC..haiz..是福不是祸，是祸躲不过..聪明一世，糊涂一时..聪明反被聪明误


need a drink..

Silence of the Phone

ITs been a long time since there's any beep from the phone for new sms, or a ring for a call..

my phone has turned into an alarm clock, a task reminder and an mp3 player.. instead of doing its primary job: to call, ring, n sms..

its a sad world..life's unfair..welcome to life

Jack Neo's incident - Food for tot

As all singaporeans, and most likely even malaysians wld noe by now the scandal that surround jack neo..

What do u tink of it?

Here's wad i tot..
He has a very brave wife..
nobody, be it male OR female, shld be allowed to stray.. since u've decided to get married, both of u shld stay true to each other..aft my last r/s, i realised that a straying spouse/gf is smth i cannot stand..
and to those that gave violent comments..pls look at urself first..are u so sure that u have not done it urself somewhere in ur life??? i noe i din..i only had one gf..which din even last very long..n she did stray off..so..
but we shldn't add fuel to already burning fire..and adding salt to the open wound.. if u hate jack neo nw, look at his wife..pity the kids..留三分余地..

so..y do guys stray?? tis is a nv ending debate..its also the same as y do gals stray? dun be surprised, juz because they are not reported in the news doesn't mean there is no females that strays..there are more and more females tt strays off too.. juz tt the media is more interested in successful ppl..n in tt sector, its male dominated..and thus, it seems as if it only happens on guys..

My standard is very simple..juz someone whom i'm happy to look at and hu stays true to me..tts all i ask..

To those guys tat are cheating on ur gf..pls..give them to me, and u can stray all u want..here i am, single, and there u are already having a gf and nt cherishing it and being a bastard.. wtf was tt?!?! these guys ought to be slaugtered.

Airshow

airshow coming up tis wk..i got my wkday access pass..it allows access from 2nd feb to 5 feb..however, i got parade on 2nd till 5th..like wth...

One of my snr recently asked me y am i so tune down..so quiet nowadays..my fren confirmed tt fact..saying last time i kp alot..on work or ppl or life..haha..
see wad reputation i have at work..Good Job GJ!!

Well, i guess for most part of it, i'm already too tired to be bothered..when the effort u put in doesnt bear fruits..once twice thrice quat..
to my frenz..if u hear me complaining abt work, bear with me..its the only 'life' i have nw..haha..its the only shit i can complain abt..

yest met a fren whom i havent met for ages..went for lunch..n found out from her tt one of my other fren was engaged..one juz changed 3 bf in a row..two were doing patch repair work..break n patch break n patch..its gd to catch up once in a while..n i also found out tt my ex teacher was married..to a diff guy..and she put less makeup nowadays..haha..(she used to put so much tt we used to make fun of her..a pad on the shoulder n u can see the powder flying off)
One reason might be her current husband gave her much self-confidence..haha

One of my snr most probably n most likely will be gg USA tis dec for 2 yrs..hopefully i'll be gg too..he's single..n he was calculating..when he reach there, he'll be 29..aft two yrs come back, he'll be 31..starting to worry abt the wife issue..

i guess ppl at diff age worry and think abt diff things..generally..at age 12, u worry abt ur psle..at 16, ur o's..at 18, army for guys..uni for gals..20, career for gals, uni for guys..25-30, wife/husband/career..40, ur kids..60, retirement/kids/family.. 70, illness..

for me.. at age of 12, i wasn't worry abt psle..i was slping on the sofa on the eve of the exams..hah..at 16, i start tinking of my career..at 18, i signed on..at 20, i started work..nw at 23..starting to worry tt i'll be single for life..haha..wth

its really bad to understand things abit too early..then u'll start reminding urself every nw and then n start worrying for few yrs..prematurely..

so moral of the story, things u shldnt noe, dun ask..when the time come, u'll find out..eventually..hahah..

Happy new yr

GD DAY TO ALL..HAPPY NEW YEAR..

nw here's smth for tot..y is everybody celebrating new year?? wad is the cause of celebration?? new yr does it mean that what happen in the previous year will not happen to u?? all ur troubles and worries will be gone once the clock strikes 12?? or does it mean that you'll be a millionair once the clock pass 12?? so if all these doesnt happen, wad is the cause for celebration?? its juz the same old shit thats gonna happen again only on a diff year and day..

reality check..OK

i tink i'm turning from good to bad n bad to worse..